New Year: New Goals
The new year is here! I have thought a lot about what I would like to do in the upcoming year. There is a part of me feels guilty that I've made it to another year without my son, Wilder. I miss him more than words can even describe. He has been gone for over a year now, but my mind still counts him in. I know that it may seem strange, but there are still mornings that I wake up and remember that he's gone, and it hits just like when he left. The way I think of goals now has just changed and I want them to reflect my personal priorities instead of what people think my priorities should be. Up until recently it seems like I've always had the same resolutions: eat better, work out, read the Bible more, learn something new, do more for others, etc. Pretty vague and mostly are boring I know considering I only try for like the first week and then give up. This is especially true on weight loss because I eat for comfort and the foods that are the most nurturing to my emotions ar...